1. |
I'm gonna be free
02:24
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When I was younger so much younger
I wanted someone else to share
The moments here of hope and wonder
As now I’m older on, I don’t really care
Cos I’m gonna be free, yes I’m gonna be so free
No more you, no more me
Yes I’m gonna be free,oh I’m gonna be so free
No one cares to see, happens to be me
As now I’m feeding off a hunger
Regrets still eat this ageing mind
The bills and stress and debt and wonder
One way to leave it all behind
Cos I’m gonna be free, yes I’m gonna be so free
I don’t know what to say
Oh I’m gonna be free, are you gonna come watch me
See me gliding down, it happens every day
At times I sit alone and ponder
Could this all have been a game
The high achievers make me wonder
Am I preprogrammed as a slave
Cos Im Gonna be free yes I’m gonna be so free
I. know unhappy on my own
But I’m gonna be free, not to be just me
Please oh please you know, let this feeling go
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2. |
There it goes again
03:11
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Thanks for everything you said
It rattles round inside my head
I’d hoped you find a better well
To sink your hope today
Grey as everyone
Pray all the wrongs we’ve done
Hope is a way
Now I sit and write again
Feel sorry for my sorry friends
To hear this played back when it ends
I’d messed it up you’ll say
Chains are distant tales
Pain is a personal fail
It’s easy to laugh
I can’t feel all ,right ?
This changes every sympathy
As now I find,hate in mind
I hoped you’d find the best in me
A better bed tonight
Green has got to go
Amber to fall alone
Red is the gap
There it goes again
There it goes again
There it goes again
There it goes again (my mind)
There it goes again
There it goes again (my mind)
There it goes again
There it goes again
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3. |
a Song for Charity
03:45
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What you said is just perfect, but makes no sense at all
Add it up, to make a play
Working on the theory, hope will shine through
Heart and shape and form you just repeat the mantra born
From rotten fruit you take the core
breed a lot of spite from the seeds We thought were flowers
Paper smiles confusion taught you origami charm
What you gonna do when the cuts get deeper in the arms
I was one and you were two but someone else was three
New accounts you sent to me, add up to the hate of debts that’s placed on
Memories and tales I tell, convince me they were true
Rinse yourself in tv hosts, cause cheeky terry wogan was nasty bastard
Paper smiles confusion taught you origami charm
What you gonna do when the cuts get deeper in the arms
Shapes and forms perfect deformed, the swan you made was crap
Tell my fortune, razor sharp, I want my money back
Kiss my corpse my cold dead lips
Can’t speak oh what a shame
Find the words, absolve yourself
Christmas cards for mental health
You Miss the facts You’ve tried and done the right thing everytime
Feel the need to pass on thanks
Good king wenslas last fuck you
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4. |
Always believe in
03:03
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Kissed on the lips always believing
There’s someone for you
Chance you won’t give, hVe what you’ve needed
But you’re coming through
Blue, always believe in you
I lost it all when I came back through
Trained into me (came) from you
To change it all
Mandy is pissed, talking to voices
That you couldn’t hear
Kicked from the hips
Feeling the neck click
Is this message clear?
Blue, always believe in you
I lost it all when I came back through
Trained into me (came) from you
To change it all
Hide it all away keep your secrets in the eyes
Paint a smile again and watch your p s are ps and q s are q s
And kneel and pray tonight
Blue always believe in you
I lost it all but then I pulled through
Watching them walk over you
And leave no marks but
Blue always believed in you
you push me back down though it’s true
Take what you want now I’m through
With everything but you
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5. |
Being called Mandy
02:44
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I wanted to be somebody, I wanted to see
I never felt in My body
When I want to, there’s nobody like me
I wanna be called Mandy
Be called Mandy
Mandy
I’m the wild card till I change again you know
I wanted to live like they do
You live as you please
I didn’t know anybody
Who could like me, there’s nobody like me
I wanted to be the body, in a brand new dress
I wanted to spend your money
Squeeze into to it
Make the new wig a mess
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6. |
Nandos Song
03:56
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Back of the queue,
A casual dining out experience for two.
I get through the door
But they never asked the question
Everyone seems to know the score
But me
Looks like they've all been here before
But not me.
Cos I've never been to Nando's
And I don't even know what Peri Peri is.
I've never been to Nando's, Oh no, oh no.
No, I've never been to Nando's
And my state of mind is somewhat precarious
I've never been to Nando's, oh no.
I sit and I wait,
But nobody seems to want to know what I will choose
It's getting late
Cos they never asked the question
Precocious kids are wearing shades
Tryna look cool
But they all sip their lemonades
Like fools
Cos I've never been to Nando's
And I don't even know what Peri Peri is.
I've never been to Nando's, Oh no, oh no.
No, I've never been to Nando's
And starvation now makes me feel delirious
I've never been to Nando's, oh no.
Gus Fring is cooking meth
While I'm suffering slow death
But I'm not holding my breath
Cos now I've been to Nando's
And I'm still not quite sure what Peri Peri is.
Now I've been to Nando's. (And I won’t be going again)
Cos now I've been to Nando's
I realise just how important the question is
I won't go back to Nando's, oh no.
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7. |
Constance Divine
02:22
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Constance greets the morning with a shotgun crooked smile
Handing out forgiveness to the lepers she beguiles
Change in the weather round the herd,close the ranks
Strangers at the border with the armour
and the tanks
Thunder in the distance shaking crosses and the faith
prays to the almighty, pleads come save us from the wraiths
Change in the weather round the herd,close the ranks
Strangers at the border with their armour
and their tanks
Looking at the table where theres nothing placed upon
Kind hearts crave forgiveness for the sins of all the sons
Change in the weather
Round the herd, heed the storm
Strangers at the border, keeping watch they're set to warn you just as
Cain coverts Abel, so he must be first to die
Love is the reason , you can't hate. Constance divine.
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8. |
Don't pray for me
03:13
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Boot straps and an open door
I wish I could defend
Half the time, but twice refined
Truly you’re my only friend
Don’t pray for me ,to let you know I heard
Don’t pray for me ,to find a way, I heard
Days go by but counting stops
You’re talking to yourself
Writing words you never send
Finding hearts to kiss and tell
Don’t pray to me ,to let you know, I heard
Don’t pray to me ,to let you know, my world
Shine, shine like fires burning on a pin
Time, time like wire, cutting from within
Boot straps broken on the floor
The solitude can sing
Constance, Mandy, anyone
A broken man in everything
Dont pray to me ,to let you know I heard
Don’t pray to me ,to let you know, my world
Don’t pray at all, pray at all, those words
Don’t pray at all, pray at all, my girl
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9. |
Crunch Time
03:19
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I have a feeling I had to try
I didn’t mean it, I was born to wonder why
Something isn’t right
Let’s keep on stomping on the grape
Till we stop drinking and sinking into place
Something oh so trite
Angels you are mine
Change it when you change your mind
Hope this isn’t dread
Don’t let me be aware
I can be violent in my dreams
I gotta work out why oh why this seems
Something isn’t right
Check your feelings on abuse
Turned a blind eye once, so no excuse
Something isn’t right
Angels you are mine
Change it when you change your mind
If you think that’s fine
Don’t let him off this time
I’ve got a reason for a voice
I got a reason I should fight I should fight your choice
One day at a time
Angels you are mine
Change it when you change your mind
Look the other way
Change it everytime
Twist it as you change my mind
You will be mine
I’ll find you there one day
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10. |
Kinder Egg
02:50
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Hightime, I can make it on my own
Big pants, I’m soaking to the bone
See through me, winners kill
Abuse me, with such skill
Drain fluids and dedicate my soul
Dry breath, orange on my skin
Red turbines grind it to a grin
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11. |
Every dog has it's day
02:32
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Paper over cracks below
Don’t forget until you go
I don’t wanna know what you are thinking of sometimes
It doesn’t matter anymore as I have lost the will to fight
Chain me up and say goodbye
Leave a meal or two, blindfold yourself so you don’t cry
I can’t stand to watch it all turn back into a slime
Nobody wants to find nobody, so have a thought and leave a sign
Go
Swear as much now as you like
Call me names and blame, I couldn’t say now you’re not right
He doesn’t make a difference to me anymore
People walking past me barely notice my head on the floor
Take up the collection by a card that all can sign
Pick me up and take me home and for a week the brass will shine
No more....
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12. |
Rooster
02:19
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I’m getting on the rooster
I’m getting so confused I’d burn it out
Oh pappi don’t go use her
I gotta dig the hole to get us out
Run away run away run away don’t run away
I’m trying to be useful
Biting on your thigh don’t spit it out
Trying to be an old fool
Give me just one pill to sort it out
Run away run away run away don’t run away
I’m riding on the rooster
Everything that I can iron out
I could be useless
Gimme just one pill to sort it out
Run away run away run away don’t run away
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13. |
Call this number
02:41
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Wanted me to say, call this number
And now living everyday in a state of wonder
I didn’t have a clue, how I pulled you under
I wanted you to say, wanted you to say
The night the heavens opened I was feeling old
As I turn back all the pages and it all unfolds
In minutes every second when there’s hours left to go
I never saw it coming, as the time dissolved so slow
Call me up tonight you say call this number
Help you to forget , endure your slumber
Feel like you’re alive , embrace the hunger
Wanting you to say, wanting you to say
Everything we’ve done now doesn’t mean a thing
I’m lying to myself in every word I sing
I waited for you there, I just waited for you here
You didn’t make it straight, you know you didn’t make it clear
Hiding in the dark call this number
You can breathe and breath just like that slumber
I know you’re not asleep I can feel your hunger
I wanted you to say, wanted you to pray
I’ve loved it through my life and though it isn’t true
Though I never thought I’d look at you and see right through
As I try to be alone now, friends just tell me to grow up
It’s gotta go I almost know this feeling has to stop
So call them up tonight
Just call that number
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14. |
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It’s here whoops in the middle of the night... who hoh
Come on, a soldier standing up right, woh ho you know
Oh oh, it’s the middle of the fight
Dud bits and all sorts of shite
Oh ho it’s the middle of the night
Something tells me you’ll be right
Oh ho it’s cold and chilly alone, oh ho
Won’t you hold me now
You’re in, bust in the middle of the night
Just let it ride
Oh oh, it’s the middle of the fight
Dud bits and all sorts of shite
Oh ho it’s the middle of the night
Something tells me you’ll be right
What’s up?, gone in the middle of the night
I look up she’s gone now
My bad, thinking of something that might
Excite me everytime
Oh oh, it’s the middle of the fight
Dud bits and all sorts of shite
Oh ho it’s the middle of the night
Something tells me you’ll be right
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15. |
Look for the right one
02:24
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Now you look for the right one
Maybe look for a deal
But you find you’re still changing
In the way you see
Sinking into a stupor
Melting into the floor
Puking up in your mind now
As you’re cursing the door
Now it’s time to take them
Cut it out straight from the chest
I can’t stand these voices
But I’m too scared to protest
As they look for the right one
Someone they can bend
Don’t believe what you’re saying
They can’t be your friends
As they urge you to Join them
Open up old wounds
Scratch your face from the photos
Bin all your tunes
Now it’s time to take them
Cut it out straight from the chest
I just can’t stand these voices
But I’m too lost to detest
Now it’s time to help them
Cut the rot out from your chest
I can’t stand to face it
But you know I’m too lost to protest
They’re not here, not in control
No I’m not taken, I’m not their goal
It’s you they’re wanting, you’re not a friend
Now they’ve explained it all so clear I know what I must do , how it must end
Now it’s time to take you
Cut you off straight at the chest
I just can’t stand these funny voices
But you know I’m too scared to protest the right ones
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16. |
Give me ten minutes
02:11
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Hold it down with your thumb
All the glue in the gun
Is now dried and hard
Give it time now you have
Nothing else in your path
They’re a mile apart
Rain? Impossible
The sun shines every day
Sit and wait till it dries
Wipe the tears from your eyes
Just before they come
Hide the cigs in the drawer
Pick the shit off the floor
And then hug your mum
Rain? Impossible
The sun shines every day
No one looks to you now
As you cringe at yourself, you’re impossible
So we’re waiting for life
As it’s drifting on by
I can’t rip it up to find
Rain, impossible
Rain, yet now it’s fine
Rain, impossible
All this time to work out
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17. |
Out in the dark
02:46
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Out in the dark
Counting the stars
Hoping that Martha will be waiting
Look at the lake
Far from the strain
moondust she'll be glistening
starting to glow
readies the show
monkeys will be dancing
crocodile smile
turn on the style
songs are there for asking
Save all
the people she never will know
And slay all
dragons will come for her
Sparkles delight
Up into night
Her face reflects the magic
touches his face
tender embrace
moments ever lasting
No one can see
Except for three
Deirdre hides in shadows
envies the two
If only they knew
She won't drown in sorrow now
Save all
the people she never will know
And slay all
dragons will come for her soul
Save all
the people she never will know
And slay all
dragons will come for her
Down with a bump
Twiddle the thumbs
Martha makes him happy
crying can wait
lifted the weight
Ol' Marvin is so lucky now
Save all
people she never will know
And slay all
dragons will come for her soul
Save all
people she never will know
And slay all
dragons will come for her out in the dark
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18. |
Whu hoo
03:02
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ad lib
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